i hope that i'm movin along here..

the lady who takes care of my finances sent me a list of new york case managers that she found. so, i just got a chance to email one of the case managers the other day when i emailed her but she never got back to me. so, i emailed another business of case managers (i think it's a business anyway) tonight and i don't know if anyone from that business will get back to me and if they do, how fast. it kinda shows me what kinda business they'll do for me by the time it takes for them to respond. for instance, the first case manager who i emailed, was pretty damn unprofessional. she didn't reply to me and if she's gonna reply to me, it took her long enough which also shows me how important and significant she thinks my business is. i may not have a fuckin title in front of my name and i'm also not sure if that has anything to do with it, which also effects my judgment. in the email that i emailed the other business of case managers, i asked them if they would provide such services such as: finding health care, rehab services, employment, and housing. i'm not sure if i asked too much of them when i asked them that but oh well, the lady who helps me with my finances was going to help me to arrange for me to to pay for their case management services outta pocket, so i expect quality service. tomorrow i'm going to the doctor to have her re-write something for my college tuition payments shit.. so i should get to bed, so that my primary doctor doesn't blow a tit again and make up shit again. when i went to the fitness center today, i told kevin about my progress in moving to new york and kevin said to me, "WOW, STAC, YOU'RE JUST MOVIN ALONG HERE." i hope so because certain family members are aggravating me a lot lately and i just wanna get the hell outta this fuckin state. on facebook we have my stupid relatives thinking that they're smart by acting like political geniuses when they really look like fuckin morons to me, then we got my cousin jessiy, who basically allows her dad's bitch ass girlfriend to tell my aunt that she can't go into my grandma's old house.. WHO HAPPENS TO ALSO BE MY GRANDMA'S SISTER (it's sold now though) and she told her that she'd call the cops if she went onto the property and all my aunt was doing was looking for my damn birth certificate which my grandma had in her lockbox, so my aunt was gonna look for the lock box. i needed that birth certificate for one of the apartments in new york and they said that they HAD to have a copy of each tenant of the apartment's birth certificate, so that's why i needed it. my independent living services worker is going to help me fill out an application that i got from the city of new york housing association (i think, or something like that) a couple days ago tomorrow when she comes to my place, so hopefully i can get things going here because i really do NOT wanna be forced to spend anymore god damn holidays with my stupid family. (not ALL of them are stupid, but there's enough to annoy the fuck outta me to totally kill any desire whatsoever to see them during the holidays, even if it isn't that often that i see them all)